Chapter 186: For His Mother
Lorraine led Leroy through narrow, twisting streets until they arrived at her secret study nestled deep within the red-light district.
The air was thick with the last remnants of the night’s revelry. As dawn slowly crept across the horizon, the district quieted. Men who had once reveled in lust and drink now slunk back to their homes, some shrouded in cloaks, their faces flushed with shame, as though the dim light of early morning exposed their sins.
From the shadow of a sturdy pillar on the balcony of Lorraine’s personal room, Leroy watched the bustling action of the early morning in the red light district.
The space was modest with a desk, a small bed, and countless drawers, each seemingly filled to meticulous order. It was curious to him why Lorraine didn’t store these documents deep within her tunnels, safe from prying eyes. Everyone who knew of this place whispered it was her private haven, an odd contradiction for a woman who sought secrecy above all else.
He walked to one of the drawers and opened it. Inside were records and missives, each carefully categorized and neatly arranged. The precision of it struck him. Nothing was out of place. He pulled the first document and began to read, his eyes tracing the inked words with increasing focus. Then the second, then the third. With each letter, the pattern became clear.
This was no mistake. It was not a fumble or an oversight. It was her design, one of many calculated moves intended to safeguard the fragile empire she had built. His mind raced, trying to piece together the strategy hidden in plain sight. Lorraine’s actions, always subtle, always deliberate, made sense now.
He looked at her as she continued to write, seemingly unaware of his scrutiny. The contrast between her appearance and the reality of what he now knew was striking. How could someone so outwardly innocent, so disarmingly sweet, be so thoroughly filled with deception? Her presence seemed to carry a quiet power, as if every gentle smile masked an iron will and every soft word concealed a razor-sharp plan.
A slow smile curved his lips, part wonder, part resignation. She was not simply his wife. She was a master architect of intrigue, a woman who balanced tenderness and cruelty as easily as breathing. Her beauty was a veil, and behind it lay a mind sharpened by survival, fueled by purpose, and indifferent to sentimentality. There was an elegance to her solitude, a quiet intensity in her focus.
Her hair, once of dim-gold color and glossy, seemed to catch the light in a way that made it glow faintly golden, almost as if the rising sun itself had chosen to weave strands of light into her tresses... Golden like ripe wheat ready for harvest... Or like an ember, smoldering silently, waiting to ignite.
"Sylvia, get me the ink," Lorraine’s voice floated, calm and deliberate, her hand extended.
Leroy looked around the dimly lit study, his eyes scanning the cluttered shelves and scattered papers, but the inkpot remained elusive. The place, though orderly in its own right, seemed to shift like a puzzle designed to confuse rather than reveal. It became clear to him that Lorraine, so focused on her writing, had completely forgotten that he was there, not Sylvia.
Unable to locate the small, necessary object, he resolved to do the next best thing. Without hesitation, he stepped closer to her. Her hand was extended toward the empty space where the inkpot should have been, delicate and poised as if expecting it to appear by magic.
He took her wrist gently in his hand and pressed his lips to her skin. The kiss was soft, almost reverent, a quiet gesture of tenderness amidst the shadows of their world. Lorraine winced slightly, as if surprised by the touch, but then turned to meet his gaze with a small, knowing smile. She almost seemed amused by his gesture, as if it reminded her he was there, no one else, but her husband.
"I’ll get it," she said, rising and moving toward the far drawer. Her movements were fluid, practiced.
Leroy followed, silent but attentive, watching as she filled a tiny inkpot with the dark, viscous liquid.
"So, what is your plan for your father?" he asked, his tone light but laced with curiosity.
Lorraine looked up at him with that smile that was half-mysterious, half-defiant. "You’ll see. I don’t think you’d act natural if you knew beforehand," she teased, a faint glimmer of mischief in her eyes.
"Oh, mysterious," he replied, his voice carrying a playful lilt.
He stepped closer, his eyes falling upon the sheet she had just finished writing.
"It’s your report for the Emperor," Lorraine said, handing the parchment to him. "You can rewrite it in your own words. Too bad I don’t know your writing style. Otherwise, I’d have written it in your style. Ummm..." she let out a deep breath. "I’d have known your style if you wrote to me," she added lightly, deliberately avoiding any mention of the long years he had left her alone.
Leroy chuckled softly and pressed a kiss to her cheek. It was simple, honest, inevitable. Because, honestly, what else could he do?
He read the document carefully, his brow arching in mild surprise. "You’re not implicating Gaston," he remarked, his voice steady but tinged with curiosity.
It seemed strange to him. Gaston had always been a threat, a co-conspirator with Hadrian, a man whose ambition knew no bounds. Lorraine was clever enough to weave a plan so precise that only Gaston would fall, while leaving herself and Leroy unscathed. She possessed the kind of ruthless cunning necessary to turn the tide against him. Yet she chose not to.
Leroy’s eyes narrowed, trying to understand the strategy behind her restraint.
Lorraine placed her hand softly over his, as if offering a quiet reassurance. Her tone was gentle, almost wistful. "To follow your mother’s wishes," she said.
He said nothing. But she could see the faintest shadow of longing in his eyes. She knew, she had always known that he yearned for his mother’s love, a tenderness he had never received. Perhaps obeying her mother’s request wasn’t only an act of duty, but a way to anchor that elusive hope in Leroy’s heart. Maybe she believed that, in doing so, his mother would come to see him, recognize him as the son who still needed care and affection.
Without a word, Leroy withdrew his hand from hers. "This would be useless," he said, his voice carrying the weight of resignation. He had been disappointed too many times to let hope flourish again.
Lorraine’s lips pressed into a firm line. "Well, Gaston is dead, anyway," she replied, her voice cold and unyielding, as if stating a fact that needed no further argument.
Then his eyes sharpened, piercing through the dim light. "By the way," he said, "how did you poison Gaston?" His question was calm, but every syllable carried a silent demand for the truth.