When facing Sheng Chenjin, Shi Xinxin had too many considerations. She knew she still loved Sheng Chenjin, but she wasn't sure if she should continue to be entangled with him.
After all, Sheng Chenjin's status was different, and she was just an ordinary reporter. Sheng Chenjin was surrounded by many ladies from prestigious families, and Shi Xinxin didn't know if she could overcome them.
Looking back at the time she let go, Shi Xinxin primarily lacked confidence in herself, and even had no confidence in falling in love with Sheng Chenjin again.
Shi Xinxin's student life went on day after day. Except for the knowledge that was different each day, everything else, including meals, was the same. It was so repetitive that it felt as if time had also stood still.
As for Sheng Chenjin, he had also been lingering around Shi Xinxin for several days. Although Shi Xinxin ignored him every day, Sheng Chenjin still followed her like a shadow. Every day, Sheng Chenjin seemed to be performing a one-man show, with Shi Xinxin still not paying attention to him.
However, when the old neighbor lady encountered Sheng Chenjin, she would always encourage him, hoping he would win Shi Xinxin over.
She even occasionally said a few good things about Sheng Chenjin to Shi Xinxin. Shi Xinxin listened indifferently, without responding much.
This day was a weekend, and it was a weekend with heavy snowfall. Shi Xinxin thought, Sheng Chenjin wouldn't be standing in front of her door, would he?
Pulling her quilt up to her head, Shi Xinxin still couldn't help but worry about Sheng Chenjin, "He wouldn't be that foolish, would he? It's the weekend today."
Tossing and turning in bed, she couldn't put her mind at ease. So, Shi Xinxin got up and quietly pulled back her curtains.
Looking out the window, Shi Xinxin's heart finally felt heavy.
At this moment, Sheng Chenjin was standing under the big tree, wearing a coat and holding an umbrella. Seeing him, Shi Xinxin frowned slightly, "So foolish!"
Shi Xinxin told herself not to think about Sheng Chenjin anymore and turned back to her bed.
But how could Shi Xinxin not know how cold it was outside?
Shi Xinxin lay on the bed, unable to sleep, still thinking about the person under the snow-covered tree outside.
Seeing Sheng Chenjin like that, the old neighbor lady couldn't help but approach him. "Young man, it's snowing, and it's very cold. You should go back and rest."
Sheng Chenjin smiled faintly at the old neighbor lady. "It's alright. I'm worried that she might go drinking again when I'm not around, or something might happen that she needs me for. I can be there instantly if needed."
Hearing Sheng Chenjin say this, the old neighbor lady felt a warmth in her heart and could only sigh, "Alas, why is this young lady like this? Rejecting someone as good as you."
"It's my fault. I hurt her too much in the past. It's only right for her to be like this now," Sheng Chenjin defended Shi Xinxin.
The old lady nodded with a smile, "I knew you would defend the young lady. If you're really cold, hurry back. You can see from your window at home. Don't stand outside all the time. The temperature drops when it snows, and it's easy to catch a cold."
Sheng Chenjin looked grateful. "Thank you for your concern. Thank you very much. Please go slowly."
With that, Sheng Chenjin watched the old lady return to her house. Before closing the door, the old lady even gave Sheng Chenjin a thumbs-up gesture. Sheng Chenjin smiled in understanding.
Then, Sheng Chenjin's gaze fell on the tightly shut door. As long as you stay inside safely, it's fine. It's so cold outside, I'll keep watch.
Knowing that Sheng Chenjin was outside, Shi Xinxin didn't dare to lift the curtains, not even daring to go near the window.
It wasn't until evening that Shi Xinxin, still worried, tiptoed to the window, wanting to see if Sheng Chenjin was still standing under the tree.
Shi Xinxin's movements were like a thief, appearing somewhat guilty.
When she pulled the curtain aside a little and didn't see the familiar figure, Shi Xinxin bravely pulled it open a bit further and finally saw the familiar silhouette.
As if Sheng Chenjin sensed she was watching him, Shi Xinxin noticed the corner of Sheng Chenjin's mouth curve slightly towards her.
Shi Xinxin quickly let go of the curtain, pretending nothing had happened.
After a long while, with stars filling the night sky, the snow finally stopped. Shi Xinxin looked outside again. The figure was still standing there, now a small silhouette, so far away that his face was indistinguishable.
Shi Xinxin frowned, thinking, "How can there be such a foolish person in this world, standing under a tree all day in the snow?"
Finally, Shi Xinxin couldn't bear it any longer. She put on her coat and scarf, and finally gathered the courage to open the door.
As soon as she opened the door, a gentle light shone out, illuminating Sheng Chenjin's feet. Sheng Chenjin, whose eyes had been somewhat unfocused, looked up at the girl standing in the light.
Shi Xinxin walked towards Sheng Chenjin step by step.
When she stood in front of Sheng Chenjin, Shi Xinxin sighed softly, "What are you doing here?"
Sheng Chenjin managed a smile at Shi Xinxin, but there was a strange flush on his face. "Guarding you. So you won't go to the bar. If anything happens, I can be by your side immediately."
Any young girl would have felt warmed by Sheng Chenjin's words. But Shi Xinxin now looked at Sheng Chenjin, thinking only of his health. She wondered if Sheng Chenjin, who had been standing there all day, was alright.
"You've been standing here all day. Are you okay?" Shi Xinxin asked with concern.
Sheng Chenjin heard the concern in Shi Xinxin's voice and seemed very happy. "I'm fine, really, I'm perfectly fine."
Although his reply was hurried, it was evident that Sheng Chenjin's face was unusually flushed, and his overall condition was not right.
Shi Xinxin frowned and asked, "Don't you feel unwell?"
Sheng Chenjin smiled, and then swayed to the side. Startled, Shi Xinxin immediately supported him. "Are you okay? You said you were fine, but you're about to collapse."
Sheng Chenjin was very pleased with this worried scolding from Shi Xinxin, and a satisfied smile remained on his lips. "Are you worried about me? Shi Xinxin."
Shi Xinxin decided not to talk with Sheng Chenjin any longer and helped him up. "Come in quickly. I'll pour you some water to drink. I don't know if you've eaten anything all day. Do you know how childish your behavior is?"