Chapter 201 I Will Feed You Myself

"Young Madam, quickly look at the two young masters," Cai Qing's voice was brimming with unconcealed joy. For the past two days, she had been staying by the side of the two young masters, every move of theirs tugging at her heart.

The two little treasures slept soundly. When they heard the commotion, they occasionally let out little whimpers and even yawned.

Feng Jin gently stroked their tiny hands, a smile never fading from her lips. "Who is the elder brother, and who is the younger brother?"

She had fainted immediately after giving birth and hadn't even managed to get a clear look at the twins' faces, so naturally, she didn't know who was who.

"Young Madam, the two young masters look exactly alike. It's just that the elder brother has a red mole behind his ear."

Cai Qing had observed them for quite some time before finally finding a way to differentiate between the two young masters.

Feng Jin glanced over. Indeed, Da Bao had a red mole behind his ear. This was the only difference between the two little ones; in all other aspects, they were identical.

"Waa... waa..."

"Waa... waa..."

As if having a silent agreement, when the elder brother cried, the younger brother would immediately follow suit.

This was Feng Jin's first time raising children, and she was instantly bewildered. What was wrong with these two now?

"Young Madam, the two young masters are hungry. This old servant will take them down to be fed by the wet nurse."

After the wet nurse spoke, she reached to pick up the children, but Feng Jin stopped her directly.

"Wait, who allowed you to find wet nurses!"

Feng Jin's voice carried a hint of anger. These children, whom she had painstakingly given birth to, nearly losing her life, how could she let others feed them?

"Young Madam, this..." The wet nurse was stunned. Hiring wet nurses was the usual practice. It was truly strange that the Young Madam was getting angry about this...

"I told them to find wet nurses. You are currently too weak to care for the children yourself."

Ling Mo Han knew Feng Jin wanted to care for the children herself, but she was so weak, and there were two of them. How could he be at ease with Feng Jin personally tending to them?

"These are my children. No one is allowed to take my children away."

Feng Jin said in a cold tone, her voice firm and unyielding.

"Cai Qing, wet nurse, take the young masters down," Ling Mo Han commanded sternly.

Cai Qing looked at Feng Jin with a troubled expression, then secretly glanced at Ling Mo Han. She was just a little maidservant; why did she have to be caught in the middle, caught between a rock and a hard place?

"Ling Mo Han, how dare you!" Feng Jin stood protectively in front of the two children.

"Your body is not yet suitable for caring for children. Once you've recovered, you can care for them however you wish."

This was Ling Mo Han's first concession, and it was his final bottom line.

"I also said that no one can take the children away!"

Anyone who dared to take the children away, she would fight them to the death. Feng Jin pushed herself up and stood before the window, shielding the two children behind her.

Ling Mo Han sighed, his tightly furrowed brows revealing his helplessness. He softened his tone, "Sit down first. The doctor said you shouldn't move around."

Feng Jin remained unmoved, her eyes showing even more stubbornness. She completely ignored the man in front of her.

"I'll agree to whatever you say." Ling Mo Han finally yielded to Feng Jin.

Having obtained the answer she wanted, Feng Jin didn't press the issue further and smoothly transitioned, "Leave the children here, and I'll take care of them myself."

"Alright, everything according to your wishes," Ling Mo Han agreed.

In the end, as Feng Jin had requested, the two children were left in the room to be looked after. Cai Qing and the wet nurses stayed in an adjacent room, ready to attend to the little ones at any moment.

Feng Jin, on the other hand, was strictly ordered by Ling Mo Han to rest in bed and was not allowed to get up without his permission.

Even though she missed her two precious babies terribly, Feng Jin could only lie in bed and catch a glimpse of them from afar. This feeling of being able to see them but not hold them was truly agonizing. It would have been better if the twins hadn't been brought near her in the first place.

"Ling Mo Han, can I hold them..."

"No!" Before Feng Jin could finish, Ling Mo Han's refusal rang out.

"We agreed that the children would stay here, but you must rest well. You cannot hold the children until your body has recovered."

Ling Mo Han stated their prior agreement in a stern voice. Although Feng Jin was displeased, she had no grounds to argue as they had already made the arrangement. She could only swallow her frustration.

"Young Madam, the young masters are crying and cannot be soothed. Do you think the wet nurse should feed them for now?"

Because Feng Jin had previously instructed that the wet nurses were not to feed the young masters, the wet nurse dared not make the decision on her own now.

Feng Jin glanced at the crying children, her face filled with helplessness. She desperately wanted to feed them herself, but she was simply unable to. She felt so useless; it had been days, and she still had no milk.

"Let the wet nurse take them down to be fed," Feng Jin said with a resigned wave of her hand, her heart filled with reluctance but unable to watch her children go hungry.

"I told you not to feed them. If you can't even raise one, how can you raise two..."

Ling Mo Han, standing there, spoke without consequence. He had the upper hand now and began to criticize Feng Jin.

Already feeling dejected about her lack of milk, Feng Jin was now subjected to Ling Mo Han's nagging. The flames of anger in her heart were instantly ignited. She shot him a sharp, scrutinizing glance, her eyes burning with even greater fury.

Sensing Feng Jin's intense gaze, Ling Mo Han wisely shut his mouth, though not without adding a few more words at the end.

"Move the two children away so the wet nurse and nurses can look after them. This will also help you recover."

"Impossible!"

Feng Jin refused without a second thought. Trying to trick her into moving the children away was out of the question. She would watch her own children grow up.

It was just a matter of not having milk. She was the most outstanding practitioner of both medicine and poison in the 21st century; could such a simple gynecological issue stump her?

She picked up a brush and paper and began to write, then handed the paper to Cai Qing. "Go and gather these herbs according to the prescription. Brew them and bring them to me."

"Yes, Young Madam. This servant will go now." Cai Qing took the prescription and hurried off.

"What are you randomly taking now? Your body..."

"Enough, stop your nagging. I know my own body better than you do. I said I'm fine, and I am!"

Every day, he brought up her health, restricting her freedom, forbidding her from doing this and that. Feng Jin felt that if this continued, in a few more days, her body might recover, but her sanity would be driven mad by Ling Mo Han.

Ever since she gave birth to the twins, why had Ling Mo Han become so long-winded? She truly missed the taciturn Ling Mo Han of the past.

"It's all for your own good. I see that your heart is only filled with those two children now, and you can't spare a thought for anything else."